What a weekend?

This was my birthday weekend and it was great. I felt so loved and blessed by all the people that blessed me. I wanted to share something that Jesus has been teaching me these last two weeks.

Last weekend I went out to Estes Park, for a time of being with Jesus. It was awesome, it was a retreat with the young adults group that I am apart of. On Sat night, during worship time, the Holy Spirit really spoke to me. I was singing some songs and was prompted to get on my knees before Jesus and so I did. I suddenly broke down in tears at who Jesus was really to me. I didn't understand how and why I had become so dull. I think I kind of got so use to living the Christian life that I forgot about Jesus. My heart broke in so many ways... it was amazing. I have never felt so repentant in my life.